damnit_that's_got_to_be_it Twitch I was reading one of my past blathes entitled how_do_you_think_i_sing, and I re-read a response from Andru235. --------------------------------------- do you like how you sing? more importantly, do you like singing? what is more important to you, the joy music brings you, or impressing other people? are you a fan of the number 5,632.6341? if you had to pick your nose, right this moment, would you pick a crooked one, or perhaps one that was bulbous? --------------------------------------- I'm afraid that gaining appreciation from other's is more important to me right now than the music itself. I hate admitting that ...it makes me out to be a selfish bastard who uses an art in an effort to to boost his self-esteem. It makes me a pawn. And even if I had all the talent in the world...it would not erase that horrible title. I want to erase what I have just written but it would further prove how much I care about my image, even if only to myself. Don't get me wrong...I don't do a whole lot to fit in...I don't feel a need. I don't want to be like that. I wanna be the main event. And for some reason I want to be known as a good songwriter and singer. maybe pawn was a bad word-choice (though I still refuse to erase it.) I'm more of an entertainer who depends too much on his crowd. 060119 what's it to you? who go blather from