bluff Raina when my biological daddy taught me to play poker, the kitty was always jellybeans, and my hands were so sweet I had cavites. when my other daddy and I play strip poker, my face is iced grill, but my body becomes flushed. I love it when he calls my bluff. 000928 ... miniver Well, I can't really say I'm in a "good mood". The point was, I'm not really in any more manic a mood than usual. I think about the things I write, but I don't always believe them or even notice or care much what is being written. It's not stream-of-consciousness...it's more like...sleepwriting. Hum. Or autowriting... Isn't that interesting? I don't think I've ever come to that conclusion before. 001010 ... the repeater ... tourist the weight of the universe is sufficient to bend time/space back in on itself thereby keeping all light and information within the great circle of creation we are inside a great Black Hole 001018 011116 ... Sonya You can reassure yourself, but you can't ignore the possibility that you may never be able to pull it off or deal with anything remotely difficult. Maybe you need to realize that it's not others you're giving your bluff to, but you yourself. 011117 ... Death of a Rose assimilated cliffs 031016 ... nighean_siofra i can't believe you believed me i don't know whether that is a good thing or a terrible horrible mistake 041111 what's it to you? who go blather from