open_prairie
unhinged
she
gazed
across
it
,
a
green
desert
,
no
end
in
sight
in
every
direction
.
so
many
perils she'd survived
to
see
it
.
but
she
knew
the
great
emptiness
before
her
was
the
worst
peril
yet
to
come
.
strength
belied
in
eyes
tired
of
seeing
.
actions
contrary
to
mitigation.
so
many
perilous crossings
to
reach
a
destination
that
in
heart
of
hearts
could
never
be
there
.
every
human
stands
alone
.
'
life
wouldn't
be
life
if
you
didn't
hate
yourself
for
something
.'
050902
...
oldephebe
yeah
*
long
and
loud
dopplering
sigh
*
...
050903
...
pete
i'd
drown
without
trees
and
rolling
hills
...
i
felt
it
in
calgary
, sutbly,
i
can't
imagine
how
i'd
feel
in
regina
(
though
i
remember
the
unease
of
three
days
in
medicine
hat
..
though
that
could
have
something
to
do
with
the
five
performances
we
put
in
full
wool
kilts
and
whites
)
050903
...
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