in_my_blood_like_holy_wine
joni mitchell tastes so bitter bitter and so sweet well i could drink a_case_of_you darlin' and i'd still be on my feet

i would still be on my feet.
020901
...
"be prepared to bleed"





standing in a bookstore, leaning lazily against a bookshelf.
"look at this," you said. the book was a collection of joni's lyrics. the lyrics you showed me were the ones from a_case_of_you. well yeah.
"it reminds me of......"

"yeah. don't say it. i already know. and you're right."


i hate feeling like she wrote the song for me, because that means there's about a zillion others in the world, crying over the same fucking pages, thinking they're so bloody unique for having a broken fuckin' heart.

by the way, i_am_too_drained_to_come_across_beautifully.

so sorry for that bit of shit.
020901
...
jordan Shaking, blown out,
no-eyes-any-more
like the old man outside the greek church, jinglin his cup,
handouts wanted,
like i always wanted
Give me what i want
i don wan
that look no-more
i hate it...


-thanks for indulging me-
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