im_feeling_a_little_shellshocked
black-dyed gel product
I
just
found
out
a
few
things
that
I'd
rather
not
know
about
a
girl
I
met
up
in
Boston
.
I'm
going
to
need
a
little
time
to
digest
it
.
010718
...
Aimee
My
boyfriend's
mother
called
me
the
other
day
to
tell
me
how
much
she
hates
me
.
I
still
am
having
problems
digesting
that
...
I
just
don't
know
what
to
think
or
do
right
now
.
010719
...
Mateo
Aimee
,
what
did
you
say
?
over
the
phone
I
mean
.
020219
...
blown cherry
shellshocked.
Perfect
description
.
I
offered
everything
I
had
,
but
you
didn't
want
it
.
I
saw
the
stars
in
you
,
but
you
pulled
the
blind
.
Now
you
run
from
me
,
almost
afraid
.
I
huddle shellshocked
in
the
corner
of
my
mind
.
020220
...
blown cherry
The
consequence
of
that
feat
of
acrobatics
that
my
heart
performed
when
the
only
two
men
I
have
ever
loved
stood
within
metres
of
eachother
and
sized
eachother
up
.
020428
...
Death of a Rose
i'm
feeling
a
little
shellacked.
050908
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from