i_m_sorry_i_m_lost floralieca I'm sorry for all this, I just need a friend to take me in his arms and calm down the growing feeling of being lost complety that is filling my mind and my heart and enables to function properly. All the trains are moving so fast in my life that I can't keep up. 040319 ... seventeen like velcro our barbed fingers interlock, one fist, and two people. The silence is what will keep me here, closed up into you finding solace in the fiber of your shirt-- with the buttons marching straight up to your face. I think you understood for that moment everything that I had ever once contained. I felt myself shooting through you and you knew, and this is why I need you. 040320 ... sab its ok i understand you're lost. you've had a hard time of it little one. but now you know how lost you are now yuo can see find yourself a map and come home to loving arms. it doesnt have to be this hard it never had to be this hard but it doesnt have to be this way anymore. 040519 what's it to you? who go blather from