drama_queen Joana. I have nothing to lose now I can do this now I can call you now Single mind Free and happy I could never be I’m losing control again I’m not myself again She looks at me She gazes at me I hate her She frightens me I want to be left alone I want your company And your warmth But only for a second And then you may leave the room Leave me to the spiders... To the dust that’s settling around me And let me die here in peace I don’t want a future I want a life I want you But we can’t... No... He doesn’t exist But if He does, he’s a cruel creature And He’s destroying us He’s eating me Inside I’m slowly rotting... And nothing can return to what it was I can’t make anything make sense I can’t see you I can’t see myself And He’s taking another bite And it hurts... It hurts... I hurt... 000420 ... kisses sparkles! 040925 what's it to you? who go blather from