cloud_of_reason nomme why it is i write 030804 ... ashmanzhou cloud or reasons why i am why im not why i try to be a reason why i fail to reason with myself what doth thou reason by doth thouest not see the sky above thee is this not enough of a reason to be human alive awake doth thou not hear a sound a sound of life a sound arrythmic a sound of randon interaction this sound be life is this not reason enough to be a reason reasoning inside me doth thou not close thy eyes and sleep a sleep of dreaming being seeing thyself in thy own untempered eye this sleep is a wonder to itself is this not a reason to be but doth thou not feel a pain an ache of loneliness deep inside thee emotion double edged driving thee far beyond a reason not to be and doth thou not see the horror there what a world to be within of staring unkind unfriendliness of burning thoughtless emotion oh what a reason to flee this reality so doth thou not see a reason in this cloud to be or to be not there are many but none more simple than thyself for thouest a reason to be or to be not 030804 what's it to you? who go blather from