aftervision Achilles 2 Sleeps later and I'm still fucked up. Why was it so strong? My friends were fine - but I was gone. They asked me if I was going to OD. I had to try very hard not to say "if I do, that'd be ok". Instead I managed to tell them no. 2 sleeps later I would turn my head and watch light follow me. If I sqinted, the world was a kalidescope. It had never been like that before. So I tried so hard to pretend to be ok when playing chess with my grandfather, but really I found the afterblurring of the light bouncing off the pieces much more interesting than the game. I still won though. Senility must be real bad if you can't beat your drugged grandson at chess. 020628 ... gelfling please be careful, for it may be more than just one life that falls 020713 ... Achilles I am. I was silly - I had no idea what I was taking - normally I'm much more careful. But thanks. 020714 ... birds at work ghosts appear and fade away 020714 ... josie but they sometimes leave shadows.. 020828 what's it to you? who go blather from