stab deb i stabbed the table tonight at village inn -actually took a knife and stabbed the table- and all because of that little.... how is it that i once thought better of him? seeing him as he is without the thick fog clouding my eyes, i can't understand what i saw and now when i even THINK of him, i unknowingly take a knife and jab it into a table? god, he really mindfucked me didn't he 000103 ... girl do it and then twist the knife as violently as you can! please? do it! you know you can, youve done it before. i know you want to so cut the crap and get on with it! dont worry about me, im used to it anymore. i think i might actually like it. 000326 ... In_Bloom How many days go by until we miss our luck? Untimely luck There are too many cameras watching for even a hurried kiss So we talk about car seats and shoes, schedules and dark spaces After a silence and a few deep breaths there's nothing to do but squeeze each other's hand and part with a fresh wound 090416 what's it to you? who go blather from