influence mahayana of the {air} 020417 ... blurred-mad once upon a time (like 6 weeks ago) it was something i was frequently under 020418 ... silentbob bad 020418 ... god under the influence of meat puppets 020620 ... Kitten Your influence scares me, I don't know what to say. Six years on and you still silence me, Have power and leverage over the Situation. You are a bastard and a rapist. Have a nice day. 020809 ... re_alisma more on target, here. for better or for worse. the evil or the good is not something i have a lot of control over, between, or within. the fact remains i screwed up. so, then, i should go forward with close to zero influence? invisibly? i should inhabit loserdom, silenced and controlled by those who would ascend, however crookedly, in the void i tend to leave? influence, simple influence. recognition of influence, compensation for influence however long delayed, is the supplication. i don't give two sacks of bananas if it's in your next life. it might be a womanish thing, i guess. and it's not exactly fame, either, for any fellow do-gooder who would make that particular charge. 101031 what's it to you? who go blather from