if_i_wasn't_trying_so_hard They call me truth I wouldn't need to say anything. i wouldn't need to respond to every opinion, judgment or condemnation the world has for me. I wouldn't be insecure. i wouldn't need to ask questions as if a person's approval will determine my self worth. I wouldn't have to try to be clever or not try to be lame. i will laugh in freedom and my jokes will be for my amusement. I wouldn't need to think about what I am going to wear the night before i wear it. I wouldn't have to weigh my words and walk on egg shells so I can do the impossible and not offend anyone I would be me cause who else could i be and I wouldn't try to make myself normal or prevent myself from being weird. I wouldn't always need to have something to say and feel so awkward in silence. I would take some time and actually breathe. if I wasn't trying so hard I wouldn't obssess on being everything I can be every moment I would just let it happen. If I wasn't trying so hard I would be free. 070110 what's it to you? who go blather from