with_all_my_heart Syrope monday's taking it's damned sweet time getting here. every now and then i'll realize how close it is and i'll have to contain myself. it's always at the least opportune moments...it makes me want to be impatient with people, eyeball them and declare that i haven't time for their sadness and distress. i don't want this feeling to stop. 040807 ... misstree please, eyeball me. i need some impatiece for arrival, i need some anti-pity. all my heart is wilting for no damned reason. 040808 ... minnesota_chris you're hilariously entertaining. I think you should spend time talking with people you love and who love you and know you (sounds like your mom isn't quite there) (wish I lived in your town). They will lead you to places to work, or at least places to volunteer. Then spread your cuntly magic anywhere they don't throw you out. Listen to music, dance, do cheap fun stuff. Look and laugh. When you find that 60 hr/week job, you won't have any time to do this stuff. 040808 ... three words i_am_something how_everything_still_turns_to_gold with_all_my_heart 050317 what's it to you? who go blather from