not_to_be
oren Two worlds.

Mine was closed.
Yours was open.

You let me look inside your wondrous portal.
I had no windows to open to you.

I saw beauty and passion. The two things needed most in my pathetic world.
You trained your eyes upon me.

I kept looking for an opening in the thick wall surrounding my realm.
You waited.

Frustrated, I found an ax and began chopping fast and hard.
You grew tired of waiting.

I was making progress. There would be an opening soon.
You walked away.

My ax broke through in an explosion.
You weren't around anymore.

Others have been looking into my world now. Patching the hole is taking longer than I'd thought.
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InfernalDragon Too bad, to late.
The gate will never be closed now.
Floodgate
warning
Typhoon

blood rushes through
and there is no mercy for you my dear.
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Borealis alright jesse
this is me
right here
choosing not to be
lonely


now what?
040720
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from