it_isnt_funny_really so fucking lost and i came here to commit to pixels how i feel today and i find i have nothing left to say. its all been said before and none of it helped anyway. im so weary of all this shit. i cant even muster my rage to see if it has anything to add. self distruction imminant. urge to live dying. need to deal with life dying. i just want to crawl into a dark alley somewhere but i know its not going to help. this many years and i havent found anything that helps. and if i dont have any words left? what then? 020529 ... pat sajak swallod hard, bite down and move on 020530 ... nomme) no it's never really funny but it's quite hilarious really 050718 ... Lemon_Soda Then you've talked your piece and now you need to do something. 050718 ... misstree i never knew laughter could be some empty 050718 ... morrissey that_joke_isn't_funny_anymore 060719 ... s_e_m_i_n_o_l s_e_m_i_n_o_l 101005 ... s_e_m_i_n_o_l s_e_m_i_n_o_l 101005 what's it to you? who go blather from