if_you_only_knew lostgirl translate_the_silence 100715 ... unhinged i have all these words that i am afraid to share with you it's happened before i let it out and find myself alone (i don't want to have to persuade you to love me) i shouldn't have to persuade you to love me if you only knew how good i think we are for each_other would it change your mind? would it make you love me more, better? somehow i_think_not 100716 ... unhinged how much it pisses me the fuck off when you don't answer my calls 100716 ... unhinged (and i always assume the worst about you, us you were honestly ill ecoli_lake_michigan but i figured you dipped on me again seeing as it's happened so many times in the past do you blame me?) these bad assumptions make me truly question your place in my life there are definitely two halves of me the one that clings to you and the one that pushes you away *sigh* 100717 what's it to you? who go blather from