if_i_should_wake_next_to_her
~gez~
the
feelings
i
got
would
be
intense
.
i
think
firstly
would
be
a
feeling
of
excellent
fortune
,
as
being
next
to
her
would
show
our
bonds
will
never
be
broken
.
maybe
a
feeling
of
regret
,
or
extreme
closness
would
follow
when
i
remember
what
we
did
the
night
before
,
and
what
state
of
mind
we
were
in
would
very
much
change
this
.
i
would
sigh
,
like
this
.
a
content
and
happy
sigh
,
like
nothing
in
life
could
improve,
you
know
the
sort
.
one
of
the
nicest
things
i
could
imagine
feeling
right
now
020901
...
akenbosche
and
hundreds
of
millions
of
people
are
doing
the
exact
same
thing
all
over
earth
030119
...
IKC 56-80
i
would
call
myself
a
lucky
guy
,
even
after
all
that's
happened
.
but
i'm
not
going
to
get
ahead
of
myself
and
start
the
wishful
thinking
just
now
still
cold_and_naked
for
now
030119
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from