finding_words
Ill be back. nothing to say, but still groping for words. do you have words? No, not really, actually.

Seeya.
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reue sometimes, having words can be a bad thing. 031105
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white_light i_have_words 031105
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white_wave for the first time in a while, i am on blather but having trouble finding_words. 040305
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z find words where you keep them. 040306
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white_wave i keep them in a wooden chest in the attic. I've tried to lose them once, but they keep finding me anyway. 040306
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oblivion there is a point when the words seal themselves off in your chest, and swallow themselves before they come out.
like a dog that has been kicked
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Mahayana and little incantations of you i gently pick them all up ...singing i place them into the worn-out front pocket of my alligator overalls

i am the freedom that you're fighting, i am the sweetness that you're hiding, i am heaven at your door and i am waiting ...

heaven asking for more heaven asking for more i am brave and i am staying
i am hands and they are praying
i am heaven at your door and i am waiting

[i am day and i am breaking]
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(z) (words shed meaning like leaves from a tree and are not whole but saturated with holes and swim in an ether of ideas but pass near without touching the sameness of a truth of a thing and stops) 041228
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