cancer_5
srealismas
as
part
of
my
on
-again
off
-again
stormy
relationship
with
astrology
,
i
was
finally
able
to
read
through
the
research
journal
from
2010
about
the
styles
of
astrology
through
the
ages
.
i
was
on
the
train
,
so
i
had
some
peace
of
mind
to
read
.
i
had
meant
to
read
through
it
then
toss
it
,
but
it
was
turning
into
a
better
resource
for
all
the
names
and
concepts
that
i
was
still
more
ignorant
about
than
i
should
be
.
as
i
was
finishing
up
the
part
where
the
Scientific
Revolution
sideswiped
what
could
have
been
a
flowering
of
astrological
thought
in
the
1600s,
there
was
an
issue
coming
over
the
train
conductor's walkie talkie.
there
was
a
train
stalled
in
the
tracks
just
ahead
of
next
stop
.
i
guess
they
caught
it
.
"
An
automobile
wrecked
by
a
train
"
is
the
Sabian
symbol
(
a
20th
century
astrological
technique
and
method
of
interpreting
the
zodiac)
for
Cancer
5
degrees
.
I
don't
know
what
an
automobile
narrowly
avoiding
being
wrecked
by
a
train
would
mean
.
This
stuff
gets
so
beyond
me
(
the
interpretation
for
the
symbol
in
the
old
book
I
have
barely
makes
sense
),
but
synchronicity
is
a
regular
companion
when
I'm
communing
with
ghosts
,
the
ages
,
or
whatever
.
Maybe
it's
just
the
Book
of
Job
all
over
again
,
and
everybody
actually
listened
.
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