blody_tears wingedSerpent how i don't have two black eyes after my decision to purposely get decked by cracking redneck jokes and george bush jokes in a country bar the night before last is beyond inexplicable to me. i was feeling self-destructive (and after all, why shouldn't i, really?) and decided i was gonna see how much of an assbeating i was gonna get subjected to, so i picked the most patently hostile place i could find i don't have the black eyes, but i now have 4 loose teeth and apparent;y somewhere near the tear ducts something small must have been slightly ruptured because yesterday morning after a moment spent howling over the pain in my mouth, there were a pair of dedidedly bloodstained tear drops running down my face i wished my digital camera wasn't an only sporadically functioning piece of shit because the image, even in spite of my less than stellar face, was quite striking 041118 what's it to you? who go blather from