all_your_fucking_lies Mahayana i believed you you looked into my swollen been crying for days eyes and assured me that you were [now] finally telling me the truth fuck you for cheating on me fuck you for always beating on me, bruising my back, my neck, biting my arm my back, fuck you for making me urinate blood fuck you and your physical abuse fuck me for staying fuck me for still loving you fuck me for EVER trusting your lieing damn self fuck you for telling me if i blathered about how you abuse me that you said you would fuking kill me!!! I HOPE YOU SEE THIS __ KILL ME ___ put me out of my misery for loving a lie that is entirely you i hate you and your damn lies i hate it that i could ever believe that anyone could ever love me fuck you for making me think you were the only one i will never open myself up like that ever again -- not to you -- not to anyone 041228 ... misanthropic me god, I've told so many. most of them to keep people away. it's strange though, now I'm just as honest as I was dishonest. I can't help but tell people the complete truth. No more lies. Too many of my lies hurt too many people. 041228 ... grrr GOD.. fucking ...DITTO 070731 what's it to you? who go blather from