restoration jess Can’t risk it No nervous breakdowns today So I fucked up.. It isn’t the end of the world Or is it It fucked me up permanently I can’t listen to the outside world How can I save this I am just a little lost, Don’t you think? I need you to tell me what to do hear I am small and stupid I can’t make it on my own You have to help me here Where are you? I am screaming Do you not care? Why aren’t you there? You see me going insane? You aren’t here I am more lost then before I am too weak for words Did I truly fuck up? Don’t I always What do I tell her? What do I tell him? I was too weak It isn’t an excuse He won’t care The realness of it is too much for me I loved you and you aren’t here Fuck men I need someone to be waiting with their arms open wide Safe and wanted Where I belong Save me He is slowly attacking me I can’t get out What do I do? Where are you? I am screaming Do you not care? Why aren’t you there? You see me going insane? You aren’t here… You aren’t here You never were… 000112 what's it to you? who go blather from