forfeiture
death of a rose of the very balance i swing from,
the illusive wetness beginning to scale my translucent skin,
seances using the candles i have burned,
the tablecloths i have stained,
the strangers i have traded with,
and the small egg of stone as the guide.
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mourninglight forfeiture of all outer guides

in an attempt to find balance coming only from my inner core.


I am leaning on my mind...and need only to remember..that everything is already..okay.

this is not a quest
this simply is.

forfeiture of my insecurities and my ego.
no one will remember me 5 years after I am dead, and that..feels good.
when you breathe it in..and breathe it out
and simply are

when you arrive in that place where you have nowhere to go, and nothing to do..and for a little while, your consciousness is perfectly happy doing nothing more than existing.

existing with all of your being.
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Nulaugange. some intrinsic truths can never be a


forfeit.

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