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anonymous coward eloquent or funny or just cool, and i'm just this crappy kid who complains sometimes and tries to be something else
but other people say stuff that's just cool and i'll think "yeah!" that makes perfect sense
or that's absolutely beautiful in the way the words are used
or that's absolutely hilarious and wacky and weird
and i can't get over the thinking too much about what to say or how to say it and just say what i thought
and quit being pretentious and
and quit hating myself
and, um, just being an utter idiot like i am right now
i do love vicious circles
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monee no kid is just a crappy kid 041217
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monee most everyone complains sometimes 041217
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monee maybe everyone is trying to be something else,
maybe the else is theself
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monee i think too much about what to say and how to say it

i'm at constant war with myself
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monee thanks for writing this) 041217
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monee i was going to try to write something similar but then this popped up) 041217
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condescending bastard Don't worry about it, you two. You must be good at something. 041217
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