when_your_back_is_turned three dimes make thirty cents I'll be the one who will betray you.. you will never forgive, if you ever knew.. and now i can't tell you .. and it eats me away slowly, it's killing me it's scraping away _______________________ I wanted to trust you .. i needed your intergrity but now so much time has gone by.. all that remains is confusion _____________________________________ you slithered up my spine infecting me with distrust, where once there was life, now is only decay ____________________________________ my infection spreads it's seed and grows within me is this all thats left of me? tireless pursuit of meaning, drives us into the blackest holes of doubt... When you finnally give up the chase, you turn around and the and the answer lays before you, baffled at the simplicity, you were so convinced that everything is so complex that you chased it... and now you know why. 030103 ... akenbosche *ba-dum, CH!* 030119 ... that girl over there my knife will penetrate your flesh. 030119 ... megan a friend of mine's words... "We are what we pretend to be, so be careful about what you prentend to be" Kurt Vonnegut Jr Friend or foe The line's obscured but truth be told when backs are turned 030120 what's it to you? who go blather from