suicidalchinadoll
sab sitting on the edge
of a mantle
in a dark and dusty house

suicidalchinadoll
in a cracked and tattered dress
torn and shredded lace
hanging off the edge

suicidalchinadoll
caught in a moment
in a second
in a freeze framed
freeze dried
dried and waiting
poised and waiting
poised and wanting

[and you want it, she cried, you want it but you
...dont]

suicidalchinadoll fingers
curled into tiny suicidalchinadoll fists

suicidalchinadoll heart
suicidalchinadoll head

sitting on the edge
its a long way
a long way to the hard wooden floor
she sits
still considering
considering still

suicidalchinadoll
in a dark and empty house
in a dark and empty house
she owns

suicidalchinadoll owns everything she sees
as long as her suicidalchinadoll eyes
are open

suicidalchinadoll sits on a mantlepiece
in a dark and dusty house

drinking suicidalchinadoll cups of tea
from tiny cracked
plastic poem cups
040909
...
symphonic . 040910
...
pete i like your words 041024
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suicidalchinadoll you do know who I am..don't you? 041024
...
pete i have two guesses, but no 041024
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somebody suicidalchinadoll i love you 041208
...
suicidalchinadoll :) 041208
...
:) (: 041226
...
pete hello from two years and three months later 070301
...
suicidalchinadoll hello pete...
I thought I'd never come back
080523
...
past it's good to read you again 080524
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from