suicidalchinadoll
sab
sitting
on
the
edge
of
a
mantle
in
a
dark
and
dusty
house
suicidalchinadoll
in
a
cracked
and
tattered
dress
torn
and
shredded
lace
hanging
off
the
edge
suicidalchinadoll
caught
in
a
moment
in
a
second
in
a
freeze
framed
freeze
dried
dried
and
waiting
poised
and
waiting
poised
and
wanting
[
and
you
want
it
,
she
cried
,
you
want
it
but
you
...
dont
]
suicidalchinadoll
fingers
curled
into
tiny
suicidalchinadoll fists
suicidalchinadoll
heart
suicidalchinadoll
head
sitting
on
the
edge
its
a
long
way
a
long
way
to
the
hard
wooden
floor
she
sits
still
considering
considering
still
suicidalchinadoll
in
a
dark
and
empty
house
in
a
dark
and
empty
house
she
owns
suicidalchinadoll
owns
everything
she
sees
as
long
as
her
suicidalchinadoll
eyes
are
open
suicidalchinadoll sits
on
a
mantlepiece
in
a
dark
and
dusty
house
drinking
suicidalchinadoll
cups
of
tea
from
tiny
cracked
plastic
poem
cups
040909
...
symphonic
.
040910
...
pete
i
like
your
words
041024
...
suicidalchinadoll
you
do
know
who
I
am
..don't
you
?
041024
...
pete
i
have
two
guesses,
but
no
041024
...
somebody
suicidalchinadoll
i
love
you
041208
...
suicidalchinadoll
:)
041208
...
:)
(:
041226
...
pete
hello
from
two
years
and
three
months
later
070301
...
suicidalchinadoll
hello
pete
...
I
thought
I'd
never
come
back
080523
...
past
it's
good
to
read
you
again
080524
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from