rabid tulpa ...they were two on fours in the ontario dust walked out to the trench i was 7 years in about that time the shots wailed for hours to me it still gets bright enough so that i may see the stain 010513 ... Anaesthetic After the foaming, and the hydrophobia comes the true understanding of the nature of fluid 010520 ... anythingbutcryptic when i was little i was scared that all dogs had rabies 080127 ... deb old things creep again, muddling my thoughts, weighing me down.. fury rises once more, bubbling furiously, frothing with madness. How I hate him, and everything that was done to ruin me so. Will I never be free of it...? How I long to forget~ purge it from my mind, be rid of it. There is no comfort. Not for me. And for that, I hate you. You ruined me. You broke me. There is no glue to repair this. There are no words. There is only rage. And tears of fire flow once more. 100917 what's it to you? who go blather from