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So I hold my breath to forget.
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soulesswanderer So i close my eyes, and i close my throat, and i wish i was anywhere but here. I blink until the tears fade away, but still don't breathe. I hold my breath untill my brain pounts, and my back arches, and then I hold it a little while longer. It only hurts when I breathe. So I don't. 040415
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soulesswanderer *pounds. 040415
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LoverOfLight Yes
Thank you
I wish you well
As well
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unhinged my grandfather died with a tumor the size of a baseball in his lung. he only complained about a week before he died, but it's still hard for me to imagine the pain he sat through everyday, silently. 081103
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unhinged (but that coming from the man who had a uti and waited until he absolutely couldn't squeeze out a small drop of piss to go to the doctor which ended up damaging his kidneys) 081103
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unhinged damn chest cold 090306
what's it to you?
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