i_am_beautiful a in every_single way. 070610 ... ! not true. 070610 ... phil vanity 070610 ... yes you are, you are. 070610 ... rage He says it. the density on his breath like he's drugged and these words are the only thing keeping him sane; the only connection he holds with this world before he spins off into his next. His eyes eat me alive and we meet and i fall. its like looking into the deepest pits so deep that i can't see the bottom, it's dark and it scares me. still he stares and he breathes and i cant contemplate beauty or truth and i dont wonder if he means it or what hes thinking or what he understands beauty to be. because none of it matters. i can only stare back and smile a little though i dont need to my eyes mean far more than that and he's thankful for them my eyes and my breath hes thankful for me and that makes me believe that i am beautiful. 070611 ... rage and thats all that matters. 070611 what's it to you? who go blather from