nicotine
Forming Mind
sweet
to
the
soul
.
sweet
to
the
brain
.
Calming
breaths
that
feel
as
though
each
brings
in
a
meadow
of
tulips
and
the
smell
of
roses
.
Licking
lips
of
sweet
tabacco
and
raspy
voices
of
those
that
endulged
far
too
long
.
Beauty
.
Worlds
that
don't
need
long
,
safe
lives
.
A
few
years
off
for
a
few
moments
of
sweet
beauty
.
Let
me
die
in
my
meadow
of
sweet
fragrance
.
041212
...
applegirl
and
i
saw
him
smoking
it
like
a
junkie
i
wanted
to
be
just
as
beautiful
as
him
and
i
smoked
it
like
a
junkie
sketchy
and
mean
with
dirty
messy
hair
and
smudgy
mascara
eyes
041212
...
idiosynthetic
smoking
is
cool
.
it's
good
not
to
too
.
041212
...
Forming Mind
smoking
is
neither
cool
nor
real
.
But
a
passing
inhalient
that
gives
your
lungs
reason
to
rise
.
and
your
mind
a
reason
to
ease
.
And
erases
years
from
your
life
and
injects poisons
into
your
lungs
.
But
the
beauty
is
found
deeper
than
"
cool
"
and
"
smoking
"
or
"nicotine."
041212
...
stork daddy
neither
the
reckless
abandon
of
slitting
your
wrists
or
the
fastidiousness
of
wheat
grass
and
morning
jogs.
it's
a
moderate
way
to
take
life
lightly
.
neither
clinging
or
jumping
.
041213
...
Michael
enters greasily
and
sweetly
into
my
choking
bronchial
passages
.
a
light
goes
on
in
my
brain
and
the
world
finally
dulls
a
little
.
too
much
clarity
ruins
the
view
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
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