transitions a couple a doitballs me: dude, you can't wallow in self-pity. you were just all excited about your transitions. he: that's the thing about transitions, your mood changes by the minute. me: [in enthusiastic voice] hey, i'm on top of [slight pause] ... [in glum voice] the shit heap he: did you improv that? me: yep he: man, you're the coolest, right behind jerry springer. 030104 ... one wrecked angle cold outside, without the sun. i'm standing in what soon will not be my parking lot. i grab greg for a quick lesson. bowline, trucker's hitch, tautline hitch--that should get me through the weekend. too bad i don't have some bread i could leave unleavened; this furious flurry of aimless packing and going. just go. get out of the perfection with the perfect flaw. sigur_ros makes it feel like it always does, when i'm tired, uncertain. 070223 what's it to you? who go blather from