too_much_of_myself
girl_jane
I've
given
him
too
much
,
and
I'm
not
used
to
that
.
I'm
used
to
being
the
heartbreaker,
not
the
heartbroken
,
and
this
time
I
don't
want
to
be
either
one
...I
don't
want
this
one
to
go
away
.
I'm
not
sure
if
I
deserve
it
to
stay
...
030419
...
mon
forgive
me
if
i
do
go
on
about
everything
the
way
i_have_been
i
should
go
and
not
come
back
for
a
long
while
maybe
i
should
just
030826
...
jezabel
you
know
...
i
told
you
that
two
weeks
afterwards
,
you
could
see
the
splotches
where
i
wrang
out
this
sweating
soul
onto
paper
for
you
...
please
,
understand
,
this
is
me
, distilled...
don't
laugh
...
don't
run
...
i
can
explain
...
that's
me
in
your
hand
,
bound
by
ribbon
...
that's
all
i
can
give
you
of
me
...
that's
what
you
made
me
sweat
...
it's
all
for
you
.
take
it
.
030826
...
three words
at_peace_with_myself
pacey
too_much_of_myself
061006
...
sab
too
entangled
to
withdraw
without
leaving
parts
of
me
behind
walking
away
from
a
perfect
sab
sized
hole
i
filled
and
back
to
writing
terrible
poetry
061007
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
