stressed_to_tears
unhinged time to do something about it 080524
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unhinged for the past two weeks
everywhere
all the time


and i am supposed to drop everything
i am doing
to take an hour bus trip back to our side of town
because you need something from me
when for the past two weeks
you have done nothing but
leave nasty voicemails and texts

that i have been having panic attacks
everytime the phone rings
cause it might be you
that i have had to turn off my phone
because you don't care what i have to say
or what's going on in my life


the hypocrisy of the past two weeks
is unbelievable
you want a 'casual' thing
yet you still expect me to come running


does anyone else see the ridiculousness in that?
100815
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ergo Yup. 100815
...
unhinged yep

again
190517
...
Soma
I tremble in my marrow
The gnawing in my stomach won't abate
I take another small white pill
And wait
190522
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from