sometimes_i_just_want_to_scream mos sometimes i do. 050819 ... lobsterman but whenever i do, it's never loud enough. i'm still here. the noise isn't drowned out. the silence weighs so heavy. 050819 ... mr. i try. and i have, inside of a car, in a parking lot, lost inside my own insecurities and other no so subtle uncertainties - sometimes being alone for too long will take its toll on you. 060413 ... misstree he was at my door while i was showering i even heard him knock but i didn't answer, i as covered with soap, and another lovely slips right through my fingers. so_close! thawrted! futility_and_frustration and i want to scream and cry save a little room for self-pity you're got too much of it in the kitchen best serve it up before it rots 'cause the stench is a bitch to get out. 060413 ... unhinged and then i do and i feel better. scream more, cling less 060413 ... poet sometimes i wish i had a personal mountain to scream off of, and listen to the echo pillows dont cut it sometimes 060413 what's it to you? who go blather from