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Last night I stayed up until 3 A.M. organizing my past journals. I have ten separate notebooks I've written about and around my life from 1999 until now. That's a whole lot of autobiographical crap.

Anyway, I stuck on little labels and/or wrote with a sharpie on their inside covers what month and year they represented.

The last one was an even August 2013-August 2014. I tend to finish journals in August.
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epitome of incomprehensibility For what turned out to be my December 2007-August 2008 journal I'd decided to write subject headings at the upper corner of each page. Apparently when one is 19-20, one's thoughts need headlines. I also thought they'd look better in all caps. Here they are (some names removed):

PRECISION
SOCIAL INSECURITY AND DREAMS
EMBARRASSMENT
ROMANCE AND WAKING LIFE
FINNEGANS WAKE IN ELVISH
MY NOVEL (?)
LOVE, RAPE, PLAGIARISM?
VLADIMIR NABOKOV
319/2 EQUALS JOHN MILTON
FLANNERY O'CONNOR
GOD AND "I"
PIANO, STRESS
AMPLIFICATION
WUTHERING HEIGHTS
AMANDA, AGNES, LIA
RELATIVE BUSINESS
BABY
EXILE
MISERABLE, ANGRY
INCORRUPTIBLE BODY
BODY OF WORK
KING DAVID
CENTENNIAL ONION
A FEW DAYS AFTER CHRISTMAS
LOTR VS. ULYSSES: THE FINAL BATTLE!
TINY LITTLE WORLD
CUPCAKE HOSPITAL
SUMMER OF THE PUNK-ROCK PENTECOSTAL
PROSE CLASS
WRITERS
CHEERFUL
TEMPORARILY OUT OF CASH
UNCLE RON
OBSERVATIONS
GANDALF, ROHAN, DAISYWORLD
PYROTECHNOMANIOCRACIES
FAR FAR FAR OFF THE AUTOBAHN
HOLY CULTURE!
WILFRID OWEN
ISRAEL VS. PALESTINE
ISMS
SOUAID'S OCTOBER
ABSOLVATORY
ANTHONY BURGESS OF ANGLOSTAN VS. JRRT
LOTR - NOT SEXY ENOUGH!
CHECKUPS
HIDDEN PARALLELS
LIST COMPILATION
AFRAID OF THE MIRROR
QUIRKZ
MY FEATURES AND DIGITS
VALENTINE'S DAY
ANGER? FEAR?
HORRIBLE
YOUR FRIENDLY INSOMNIAC
A BIT OVERDOSED ON PURPLE
GERTRUDE STEIN, MICHELLE, DEVON...
PAULA ___ OF DORVAL
DUBAI AND ZAMBONI, ETC.
HERE'S TO THE OLD ENVIRONMENT
GOLDEN COMPASS VS. ACO?
POPE PHILIP PULLMAN
CHIMAMANDA NGOZI ADICHIE, ETC.
EVERYONE HAS A LITTLE CRACK
TUESDAY IN THE WASTE LAND
FRIENDS AND POETS
STORIES, TREKKIES
BEARDED MEN
ATOMIC BOMBS @ O'REGANS
CLASS OVER
ISM O'NORMATIVE
EXAM PANIC
BENJAMIN VS. BEN-ONI
IN WHICH I SETTLE ON A NAME FOR MY CHAPBOOK
SPORTS, WATCHING OF
FIRST NAMES
MIRRORY DREAMS
NIGHT PLANE
VIGNETTES
AD HOMINEM OR SOMETHING
JOANNA?
SPECIAL EVENT
MOTHER'S DAY ETC.
KIRSTEN GETS PUBLISHED!!!
PEOPLE CHANGE
PICKY, BUT THEN COMPASSIONATE
A NON-INNOCENT VIRGIN
HOW TO READ A NOVEL: DIY!
ZULEIKA DOBSON
A MEAN AND IMMATURE REACTION
...BUT NOT THE WORLD'S BIGGEST SCANDAL
THE VOYAGE OUT TO KINGSTON
I SUCCUMB TO COUPLANDMANIA! OH DEAR
C'EST COOL
POLIT-SPITFIRES AND FANTASY
STAFF MEETING
WE GO BUDGET JUMPING
THE PRESENTLY INDOORS JORDY
CREATIVE RIGHTS TO BE TRITE
FRENCH DREAM-PLAY
SA TIRE?
GHOSTS OF LIT STUDY SEMINAR
FRAGMENTS THAT CONNECT WITH OTHER FRAGMENTS
WHILE CONTEMPLATING PRECIPITATION
KIRWEN CANTATA
NOTIONS OF SELF, PLUS PETER JACKSON'S CAMEO APPEARANCE
JEAN-BAPTISTE DAY
CERIAN THE OTHER MONITOR
ME, SZABO, AND MORGENTALER
THIS TRAIN IS BOUND FOR GLORY
IN WHICH I PROFESS MY LOVE FOR STRAVINSKY
COLDPLAY, ANACHORISM, AND FINNEGANS WAKE
THAT KANYE-WEST-MEETS-HARRY-POTTER VIBE
ARBRASKA
WILLIAM, BUM, AND FAIRY
CAPERING ABOUT THE INDUSTRIAL SECTOR OF LACHINE
HIGHLAND GAMES
COMMON ACQUAINTANCE
SHATTERED GLASS
CLOCKWORK ORANGE FILM
THERE ARE NO BURQAS IN THE MOVIE!
THE JANE AUSTEN FAN CLUB
SARAH ___'S HOME LIBRARY
VERILY VERDI
JAMES JOYCE AGAIN
THE PLOT THICKENS - STAY TUNED!

I'm bored. But I guess I finally had a chance to use caps lock. All in the service of the Flannery O'Connor, the industrial sector of Lachine, bearded men, and Peter Jackson's cameo appearance. You know, the finer things of life.
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e_o_i "The" Flannery O'Connor? Yeah, why not.

I'm curious: why did my coworker Sally ___ think she was a lesbian? At the time I thought Sally ____ was mixing her up with Gertrude Stein. Who also has a cameo appearance.
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