2014 raze i slept through most of the fireworks but woke up just long enough to hear the loudest of them and see the last minute of last year become the first minute of next year, this year, the new_year. and now i'm here to say, "crappy blue beer!" wait…that's not right... 140101 ... raze you don't feel like you should be almost over yet. 141221 ... unhinged my solar return horoscope said i would be in a clandestine relationship. i scoffed. then i met him. then a few months later i met his mother. she didnt like me. i was like a 'good friend'. i didnt argue with the stars. i just walked away. 141222 ... jane is it just me or have things become more difficult as we have gotten older? 141224 ... soia probably not just you but not_me 141224 ... unhinged i dont know if i would say things are more difficult. it is the same oppressive shit as it always was; the familiarity makes it seem easier somehow. resignation 141225 ... unhinged ended in what could have been the most horrible event of my life so far. 2015 started with a miracle instead. 150120 what's it to you? who go blather from