contemplating raze i never thought i would be thinking of doing the thing i'm thinking of doing. but i'm thinking about it. and i think, in the end, after thinking about doing it for long enough, i just might stop thinking and do it. 140918 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Same thing - same different thing; thinking of giving H. some freelance editing work when I'm finished a draft of Canadian_Winter (the title of my song, too, but I recycle. Or it could be called something entirely different by the time it reaches a finishing phase.) It's only an incentive so far, a motivation, so I'm not going to make a promise to her I can't keep; but she's the person I know personally whom I trust most as an editor. I mean, I could have to spend all my savings on some emergency, or lose interest in the project entirely (there is another novel I'm sort of concurrently writing, in fact three others), but I'm trying to be more optimistic here. 140918 what's it to you? who go blather from