motivation mikey or lack of it is me. 010306 ... nocturnal the one thing about which I can honestly say, if I had even an ounce of it, I would be not only a much happier, but a much more respected person, academically speaking that is. I think I used to have it, that one year in high school that I kept a 4.0 gpa the whole year. haven't seen that number by my name in a while. I miss that number. 010306 ... twiggie this is the only year so far i've maintained a 4.0. I wish i could say it was from motivation. The only reason is because we don't actually have to work. we don't have finals. we don't have big tests. i wish i had motivation to do so many things...but i don't. 010306 ... nocturnal awesome, I envy you twiggie. keep it up. 010306 ... eatingstars the last few days it has been the candy bar if i run to the store, i can buy the candy bar. dear delicious candy bar, it is your fault that i exercise. 081111 ... thorn most of the time, i have none 081111 ... raze this is the thing that's been missing lately. i wonder where it's hiding. maybe under an unassuming-looking rock. 130403 ... unhinged 'contemplate what your motivation for meditation is today' contemplate why you decided to stick your dick in me when you were drunk 130405 ... raze still hiding. i'll smoke it out, and when i find it, i'll ask it where it's been and what it's seen and what the things the wind says mean. 140106 ... e_o_i Ambition's a bitch (or a bish - probably a bish) but motivation is a motor and I want its power. 140107 ... raze i found it. it was hiding in the vast expanse of a whiteboard. and also in my left shoe, maybe. 171215 ... nr when does it come? why does it go? 231205 what's it to you? who go blather from