i_wanted_to_say
monadh
something
that
would
ease
your
heart
I
tried
to
sing
you
a
lullaby
of
raindrops
I
sent
messengers
on
the
wind
to
greet
you
, cloaked
in
balm
of
Gilead
with
the
fire
of
leaves
in
autumn
and
the
rising
of
the
morning
star
I
told
you
a
story
how
gentle
was
this
dream
of
life
how
sweeter
still
the
fresh
morn
020617
...
endless desire
something
that
would
melt
your
heart
and
be
another
pin
up
another
favourite
.
i
wanted
to
say
just
how
the
green
grass
leaves
behind
ripped
pieces
of
selfish
pride
,
that
is
beautiful
all
in
itself
.
but
i
didn't
know
how
to
say
it
so
you
would
understand
.
and
i
didn't
know
how
to
explain
to
you
something
so
red
.
030613
...
soup for the poor
I
have
decide
that
love
is
selfish
pride
.
I
have
also
decided
that
your
ripped
grass
is
red
.
So
don't
worry
,
I
am
sure
it
meant
something
.
I_wanted_to_say
that
today
was
fucking
horrible
.
That's
it
.
030620
...
hopeless wanderer
that
im
sorry
.
and
i
didnt
mean
to
hurt
you
.
please
forgive
me
.
and
tell
me
what
ive
done
.
041108
...
dreamer
That
you
don't
listen
enough
.
050314
...
god
though
coarse
&
brutal
&
disturbing
was
also
hilarious
...
050314
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
