hey_everyone did I'm really sorry I'm not the girl everyone is in love with. hell I'm a teenager. just because I don't have every man I know lusting after me doesn't mean I'm not worth anything, or even that it won't happen when I finally grow up. why does this always happen to me? I force myself to be happy but when it all comes down to it I wind up hating myself in the end. I'm sorry I'm not tiny, but do you want me to keep being anorexic? I'm sorry I'm not incredibly perky, but do you want me to keep being so fake? do you REALLY want me to change who I am to make the world more comfortable? because I'm itching in this fake skin and I'm ready to just leave this behind. 070620 what's it to you? who go blather from