divulging_my_body pushpins divulging my body, i was needing a surrender--be it from myself or from you because surrender is trust is weakness is lust...and I stood, I kneeled, revealed to you in the cluttered pile of my everyday life, waiting to react to your next move. I am held at my demure repose as you examine my fingertips and empty lips. with a breath of hesitation you continue past my starving eyes and feed me words, tell lovely lies. I am chained and posed and at your disposal so that I may read your beauty between the lines I taste on skin I may never touch...you smile and pretend to adore me... that you would so much as pretend for me makes my knees weak and I fall over from the weight of your grin. 020719 ... frayed I'd take it all 020917 what's it to you? who go blather from