cultivate_patience
unhinged
listening
and
not
talking
quelling
the
nervous
twitches
teaching
small
children
new_ink
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...
unhinged
everytime
it
comes
up
at
the
shambhala
center
i
conspicuously
rub
the
new_ink
on
my
right
hip
in
clockwise
circular
motions
like
i
am
activating
what
it
says
there
like
i
am
waking_up
the
energies
i
put
there
(
i
have
been
reading
rather
old
blathes
tonight
and
i
noticed
only
two
years
ago
i
was
pretty
wretched
at
this
time
of
year
, downright
miserable
.
and
i
think
that
was
the
last
time
i
actually
felt
like
that
.
i'm
liking
the
direction
i've
been
headed
in
)
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...
h|s|g
I'm
learning
patience
as
a
function
of
becoming_unafraID
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...
unhinged
patience
is
the
antidote
to
anger
fear
is
a
manifestation
of
anger
smile_at_fear
110212
...
h|s|g
I
see
fear
being
at
the
core
of
anger
.
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...
unhinged
or
anger
is
a
manifestation
of
fear
i
see
that
smiles
are
a
manifestation
of
patience
contagious
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...
his sig
Event
R
.I.P.
in
to
the
core
of
fear
as
the
ego
dies
,
the
worst
of
fears
appear
fulfilled
..
y
e_t
here
i
s
'
til
something
witnessing
.
LOVE_iS_AWake
Event
u
all
y
ou '
re
member
in
your_true_face
That
is
the
face
of
love
and
the
ego
can
only
forget
it
for
a
moment
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
