cleaner User24 hmm. it feels much better. no that's a lie. it feels pretty much the same, except I don't get high anymore. it wasn't a life changing event to start and it wasn't a life changing event to stop. though both events have changed my life. I'll start again. hmm. it feels much better. no that's a lie. Although both starting and stopping were significant experiences, I wouldn't class either as being drastically out of normal exsistence. that's a bit better. I've not smoked weed for abour 2 months now. it's not a big deal. I'll have some at Yule (or thereabouts). Looking back, I really did love the stuff, but it's amazing how little difference it makes. just goes to show. the greatest drug is life. I'm gonna have a coffee and a cigarette now. ;-) 041122 ... hsg life is also the greatest sobriety. 081013 ... In_Bloom I can give up smoking and alcohol and drugs and all but minimal food and casual sex but... I can't give up whatever wracks my body from the inside out, near tears to reach out and want to be reached for in return. 081014 what's it to you? who go blather from