can't_help_myself
rhin
i
find
that
i
think
of
him
at
the
most
random
of
moments
.
is
it
just
the
idea
of
someone
exactly
like
him
that
i
want
,
or
is
it
specifically
him
?
boundaries
begin
melting
into
each
other
.
out
of
nowhere
he
has
become
someone
that
i
can't
imagine
not
having
in
my
life
.
he
is
so
stimulating
to
every
part
of
me
that
it
almost
feels
illegal
.
don't
push
.
ghosts
from
his
past
haunt
him
.
don't
pull
.
his
heart
is
not
his
own
.
just
let
it
be
.
130513
...
unhinged
i
shouldn't
have
responded
to
you
but
at
this
point
i'm
just
hoping
you'll
finally
get
the
picture
and
leave
me
alone
130514
...
unhinged
(
i
just
let
it
be
with
the
last
one
and
then
two
months
into
it
we
'
needed
to
have
boundaries'
sometimes
you
have
to
push
at
least
a
little
to
get
some
people
to
open
up
)
130514
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from