blustery morphine. i am but a balloon to the wind. 021216 ... taojones the nature of self-criticism; we are lent focus for brief and indefinite periods on what we might otherwise pass over for harmless idiosyncrasy(ies). cognizance of one's own bullshit. bargaining after anger before acceptance... B L U S T E R Y 030202 ... Syrope it wasn't all that cold out tonight, but riding in the bed of josh's truck down hillsborough made it a lot colder. but it was good, because if i could have concentrated on anything but the cold, i might have said things i would regret later. like how i thought it was really stupid that chris stole that plate. and that i bet alan wouldn't have stolen the pepper shaker if chris hadn't stolen the plate. because they said to me last night that it was a good thing i was so laid back and un-stressed. they just don't know me very well yet, but i like for them to think of me the way they do. normal. 030202 what's it to you? who go blather from