art_or_love
squirstylus i can't thrive without one
have never lived with both
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Risen It used to be possible to have both 151016
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unhinged my art is my love 151016
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squirstylus being addicted to the thrill of blowing your own mind (art)

vs.

being addicted to the warmth of another person (love)

or is something else missing to allow both to coexist with synergy? i believe that one repels the other's progress, since one is internal and the other is external. is something missing to not give a fuck about these things? maybe i should stop trying to intellectualize two things that are not intellectual (but emotional?). and now it's going from art_or_love to left_or_right brain. what does an obsession with opposites signify? why do i sound like a robot trying to learn how to be human?
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srealismA Remind me to tell you about the not totally new metasong i heard this morning on the way to walking ten times around the mall while thnking about dharma and jobs... It's not nah_nah_honey_i'm_good which i guess i must be thinking is darn snappy but horrible- 151017
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