surreally_painful_dream unhinged (i wake up a lot when i sleep; often my most vivid dreams are when i wake up to realize it's too early to be awake, and roll over to catch another half hour of sleep) i was in the recital hall at work. there was a family sitting in the row ahead of me. the mother was blonde, russian. she turned towards some teenagers and said disdainful 'you must have angels' i looked down at the end of the row, there was a boy and a girl. there was a needle hanging out of her arm. track marks. then she was kneeling in front of me, upset. i said to her 'you have to make the right choice. it's hard. to make the right choice over and over day after day.' then i ended up kneeled next to her, my head on her stomach, my arms draped across her body pulling her in to me, closer. then it was time to wake up. 101110 what's it to you? who go blather from