one_thing misstree as i lay me down to sleep it fell on me where i had been a year ago or thereabouts i remember the flowers blooming in the courtyard where i made paper_cranes and sat next to you by the vent we held eachother and cried and it was almost cleansing i remembered last night a year ago, the flowers blooming, and i was back there and it was all breaking again. when i woke, it was sudden and desperate, fleeing from a dreamscape where i remember being hunted, not having keys nor weapon; an uncommon occurence in my unconscious. the first thought that flitted when i heard the birds a-shirping was "one year ago, i heard those birds in a hospital bed while my world ended." and again i was back there, and my heart beats like it hasn't in forever, running rabbit determined to search out exact date and commemorate the occasion. it must be put to rest. 060420 ... ego hum at rest we are 220417 what's it to you? who go blather from