90s_song_of_the_day
nr green day: “longview”

in grade 7, when "dookie" had just come out, the popular girls would all belt out "iiiiiii have no motivation" in the change room after gym class. i wonder if they had any idea about the meaning behind what they were singing.
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tender_square luna: "dear diary"

i picked this record up on a whim, and even though it was released in 1999, the vibe is very early 90s shoegaze. used to rock this one on my radio show.
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nr metallica: "turn the page"

this song was on the radio in grade 11 on the night my dad was driving my (first) boyfriend home and i was in the backseat. i felt a combo of excitement, calm, anxiety, and fear that sometimes comes with the newness of first love. that cover always takes me back.
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tender_square "lump" by presidents of the united states of america.

i heard it on lithium this afternoon and afterwards grant random said, "can presidents of the united states of america just reunite again and play a show for us, please? we don't even need new music, we just want you to play your catalog." i am here for it.
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tender_square i want to go to an electronic square dance (the only kind of dance for this tender square) with the grid's "swamp thing" as soundtrack. 220328
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tender_square in honour of my latest dream lesson, our lady peace’s “in repair.” 220329
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tender_square boyz ii men: "i'll make love to you" 220531
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tender_square hootie & the blowfish: "time" 220704
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raze idaho: "stare at the sky"

"three sheets to the wind" was a huge part of the soundtrack to the awkward demarcation between the end of my teenage years and the beginning of something crawling toward adulthood. as bruised as my friendship was with josh by the time he made me a copy of that album, i'll never forget listening to it for the first time as night bled into morning and i turned twenty watching "the basketball diaries" on tv with the sound turned off. i'll always be grateful to him for introducing me to one of my favourite bands.

i'm not sure if "three sheets" is the best idaho album. "year after year" and "this way out" hit harder. "alas" and "hearts of palm" are more refined. and "the lone gunman" is a record made up of two completely different halves that make more sense stitched together than they have any right to. but if i could only listen to one collection of jeff martin's songs for the rest of my life, i think it might be this one.

i remember hearing "a sound awake" the night i drank myself stupid at changez and watched the person i thought was my greatest ally piss all over everything we'd built together. i remember josh standing on my porch, singing a bit of "catapult" a few days before my dad told him he wasn't welcome in the house anymore. i remember playing "if you dare" at the future shop to test a pair of computer speakers that came with a subwoofer.

i remember everything.

these songs are tattooed on my soul. i've spent the last nineteen years convinced a few of them would make the best makeout music in the world. i haven't put that theory to the test. but time has done nothing to chip away at my conviction. "shame" and "stare at the sky" sit at the top of the list. the detuned four-string electric guitars unspool such uniquely beautiful and off-kilter melodies. dan seta turns controlled feedback into something meditative and gorgeous. and jeff's lyrics always make everything clear without explaining a thing.

"my crooked life is dead.
i hope that's not a lie.
i need to feel i might
breathe you again
to stare at the sky."
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tender_square natalie imbruglia: "torn" 220919
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tender_square bon jovi: "always" 220920
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raze chantal kreviazuk: "surrounded" 220922
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tender_square seal: "prayer for the dying" 221010
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tender_square en vogue: "don't let go (love)" 221022
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tender_square oasis: "roll_with_it" 221026
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past whatever is playing scratches that itch of our youth. 221203
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tender_square sneaker pimps' "six underground" which reminded me of saturday nights at the_loop (god, i miss dancing to good music). 221218
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tender_square blues traveller's "but anyway." 221224
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tender_square miss janet's "go deep" (blast that shit, you'll thank me) 230102
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Bizzar "tell it to the sky" by tracy bonham 230103
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tender_square ("the burdens of being upright" is one of my fave 90s albums from start to finish, bizzar.) 230103
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nr "range life" by pavement 230103
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tender_square "i wanna sex u up" by color me badd. my older cousin gave me this cd when i was seven, it was one of the first discs i ever owned. i remember watching when they guest starred on "90210," when donna, brenda, kelly, and david were all trying to find the band in their hotel, complete with post-show acapella and pie at the peach pit. 230122
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tender_square 1000 homo dj's cover of black sabbath's "supernaut" (trent reznor vocal). 230220
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nr "torn" by ednaswap.

i don't know how i had never heard this version.
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lycanthrope brimful of asha - cornershop 230221
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tender_square "battleflag" by lo fidelity allstars. 230307
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tender_square jordyn shellhart's tender reimagining of fatboy slim's "praise you." 230313
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tender_square blues traveller: "runaround" 230502
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tender_square abuse meby silverchair. 230626
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tender_square "shine" by junkhouse. 230701
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tender_square "the_hammock" by pure. 230820
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