interred
a clever disguise I love this word. 111109
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olga



i wasn't there the day they buried you
it still haunts me

but
it's been years since i've been there
to that cemetery

i've thought maybe
i would take my violin
and play the baroque funeral marches i know now


but
i'm afraid to back
i let the deer eat the tulips mom planted
i let grandpa stop by with flowers

ever_since the day
i saw him cry there
my heart clenches at the thought
it's a small square stone
in cold gothic lettering
saying
you're buried there
not what i want to remember

on_second_thought
i've always been relieved i wasn't there that day
to watch them cry
to watch you disappear
swallowed up
feeding the worms
that feed the flowers
that feed the deer

interred

weird
111112
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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